I was giving thanks over a packet of rice vermicelli from the hawker, and as usual, I gave my pretty much well-practiced "standard" prayer of thanks, rather briefly… When I'm done with saying my grace, I suddenly paused & pondered… Hmmm… Was I really serious & sincere about giving the thanks that I had just given? Or was it merely just a daily chore or a habitually meaningless routine? I felt sorry… I started to think, how much time did I really spend seriously & sincerely talking to Daddy? I had been unknowingly neglecting Him… I had been taking things for granted… I had been so ungrateful… I hadn't been showing my gratitudes full-heartedly…
Ever since I started the current job, due to time constraints from the job nature & many other restrictions, I had kind of dropped out from all ministry activities and found myself spending most of my time at work. And I spent almost all the remaining of my free time on personal lifestyle including spending it with my love… Thus, the main focus in my life has been work, work, work & money, money, money… Saying goes that:
"Money is not everything, but without money you can do nothing",
"Money makes the mare go",
"All things are obedient to money",
"Money is the key that opens all doors"…
No work = no money... No money = lots of worries… Thus, work has been very important and I've been spending lots of time at work… Am I really seeing $$$? But I seem to merely bring home just enough moolah for my love ones & myself… So I'm rather helpless and have no choice but to spend this much time at work… Unless I quit? But how can I let go this very essential part of my life… In fact, many colleagues had been encouraging me to spend even more time & contributions at work… And the more I work, the more imbalance I am with my personal lifestyle, love life & family. It's really tough juggling the priorities... I missed childhood…
Is money really the root of evil? "Time is money" & in this fast-paced era of ever advancing technologies, everything just seemed so rushed & competitively stressful… Even meals have to be "supposedly" taken hurriedly most of the time. You can never have enough time & you can never gather enough dough… I must agree that avarice increases with wealth…
"Money makes the world go around."
"Those who believe money can do everything are frequently prepared to do everything for money." Over centuries, some mankind focused so much on gathering quick bucks and lost their humanities for drug dealing, kidnapping, human trafficking, prostitution & etc… Offspring would kill their parents over a surprisingly small sum… Couples parted due to financial issues…
Money is merely a lifeless worldly material created by mankind, so how could it possibly be responsible for all the evil things we've done & being named the root of evil? I guess it'd be easier to understand if we name "Greed" as the root of evil, wouldn't it? But even so, I'm still not convince enough that "Greed" is the root of evil… Why would there be greed in the 1st place?
"Wealth makes worship."
The book of Matthew 6:24 says "No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money."
What would become the basic principle in a person's life if this person lives a godless life? Would life be short-lived, meaningless & hopeless? If so, I could only imagine that such lives could only be driven by nothing else but as much self-contentment as possible within this short life-span on earth. “人不为己,天诛地灭。”(Every man for himself, and the devil takes the hindmost.) And if self-contentment is the only thing I care about in my life, then why would I ever have to bother about any other human being in this world? I wouldn't have any need to care for the others unless I'll be getting any form of favorable benefits in return, as I'd only view others as a tool to satisfy my needs in my life, thus greed & selfishness came into lives, and it becomes a "dog-eat-dog" world of backstabbers, and it is a very contagious chain reaction… It has been said that the word "sin" is clearly spelled with a letter "i" in the middle, hinting the focus of "me", "myself" & "I" in the center of everything else. Now, if everybody lives a life that only revolves around themselves, wouldn't it be really pathetic & ugly? These would turn into guilt & sculpt us into better person if only we would submit ourselves to God and repent.
As such, I'd like to deny money as the root of evil, but regard the absence-of-God-in-life as the root of evil. Often, we're so engaged in our worldly lives that we've sinned by neglecting God from our lives and fell for the many temptations around us… Please forgive me Daddy, for I have sinned…